This is the Start of a new Time for me.

I have not written in here for a long time. but its Time for me to start to write agian. To be hoenst, it feels awesome. But then again I have grown up alot since i have last written.  I have gotten older. as well as learn some life lessons.


I started to work as a Deli worker back in july, when i was layed off at my other job. i didnt have a choice to be honest, it was that or loose my car. then back in november of 2006 I injuried my shoulder pretty bad and have been on L and I since then. 

They finally got it to where i can move it but if i lift more then 10 pounds i feel as if im goin to throw out my arm.

also i was dating a few people, the last one was different then any other guy i have dated.  He was a musician, cute, hot, older. but had a problem.  when he would drink he would get pissed. Not like it.

I also dated a navy man. lets just say this, he was not a good choice. i can put him in the list of dating DONTS.  LOL cronic drinker, mentally abuser and put a woman down. also he would wanna "fuck" you right after he was totally plastard. Not a good idea.

 Then there was "jesse". he was the clingy guy.  I dont know how to say it but he was different. he was nice and everything but the man would not leave me be, texting, emailing, calling.  I cant deal with it,  after a week of it, i had to stop it.  I was one day short of saying the " I Love You" to me, Scarry.


well thats all for now. i think its time to write more here.